Y'all Don't Wanna Make Me Holler...

[Will Wright]

"Well he was out and he wasn't taking it willingly and he needs it. What did you want me to do? Leave him alone and let him..I dunno, let himself get even more sick than he was. I didn't want to and the matron was busy! Please just don't start, leave it," Will explained.
She hated fighting.

[Jude Dorrian]

"You could've find a better way to give it to him!" cried Jude, ignoring her plea for him to stop. "Y'all are Head of the Carers- don't you have better ways of handling these things?"

[Will Wright]

"Jude, the only way for him to take his medicine is ingestion, which was what he clearly wasn't doing or an injection. If I could I would've," Will cried back.
Her head was aching and she was feeling kind of dizzy.

[Jude Dorrian]

Jude shook his head, disbelieving. These excuses just weren't good enough for him. Not from Will Wright- Will Wright, who had such a brilliant reputation for her medical skills.
He was a little disappointed, actually.
"What happened? After y'all kicked me out?"

[Will Wright]

"I injected him then left him alone, that's all and I told Madam Gornray what happened......" Will stopped and bit her lip.
"She said I was right in giving it to him but wrong in the way I did, ok? make you feel any better?"
What is going on with you? Stop acting childish! her dads voice rang in her head.
She clamped down on her pain and her tears which she felt were coming but not visible yet. She turned her back to Jude and sighed into herself.
"I'm not proud of what I did, and I know what I should've done but...I...I," she stopped dead at what she was about to say and lay there and let the silence engulf her.

[Jude Dorrian]

"What?" Jude said sharply. "Hang on. You knew what you should've done?"
Knew or know now...?

[Will Wright]

Crap!
"...." Will opened her mouth to say something but closed it again. What could she say?
How did she answer?
"Verzeihen Sie mir Mama und Vati. Ich mag nicht Sie dissappointing. Scheiße, was habe ich zu Steve getan? Warum morgens I so dumm an diesen Sachen?! I should've erhaltenes Marie! Sie wußten immer was, mit ihm zu tun und folgendes Mal, die ich Jehuda erklären werde und jeder Steve weiß, um zur Frau Gornray zu gehen! Ich kann nicht meine Arbeit richtig erledigen mehr..." Will tearewd but none of them fell. She was in a weak emotional state now.
"Jude, do me a favour, tell anyone who knows Steve to bring him to Matron and not to anyone else..." she had now lost faith in herself.

((translates into: Forgive me mum and dad. I don't like dissappointing you. nuts, what have I done to Steve? Why am I so stupid at these things?! I should've gotten Marie! She always knew what to do with him and next time I'm going to tell Jude and everyone Steve knows to go to Madam Gornray!
I can't do my job properly anymore...))

[Jude Dorrian]

Jude had no idea what was going on with Will, but he was finding it hard to spit up any sympathy for her.
"Will, we might not find him," Jude reminded her stonily. "He's gone. Completely disappeared. D'you what they're saying?! They're saying the enemy have taken him for chrissake!"

[Will Wright]

Will froze.
Captured?
"No, he hasn't! I know he hasn't!" Will said equally as stonily.

[Jude Dorrian]

"How do you know?" Jude fired up, his anger sparking. "How do y'all know? He's all alone out there, unmedicated and completely vulnerable! He's an easy target for the enemy!"

[Will Wright]

"I can't explain it, but I know he hasn't! He hasn't and now you know why I sort of forced it on him, he's dangerous, vulnerable and completely disorientated without it and if he's not willing to take it of his own accord then you have to do it for him!" Will stayed calm her voice bringin her german through more.
"I would just know if they had him. Trust me on this one!"

[Jude Dorrian]

"How the hell would you know something like that?!" Jude exploded, thoroughly frustrated now.
He leaped to his feet, horribly angry- angrier than he'd felt since... since God knows how long. He never got angry- he didn't let himself get mad. But Will just... just... argh! Lying there, all teary-eyed and and moaning because he was asking her... just...
Okay, Jude, breathe.
"How do you know?" he repeated, his voice dropping an octave. Which was probably a good thing. Tameron had cried last time he yelled at her. She said he was a scary person when he was mad.

[Will Wright]

Ok now she was over the edge of rage and onto hot, white, anger.
The seat which Jude had just been sitting on had just exploded and it's remainders where in flames.
"I DON'T KNOW! HE JUST ISN'T CAPTURED, I KNOW THAT AND I WOULD THINK IF HE HAD BEEN WE WOULD ALL FEEL SOMETHING!" Will shouted at him. The curtains were starting to smoke too but they hadn't caught flame.
"I know he hasn't!" Will lowered her voice but she was still shaking with anger.

[Jude Dorrian]

Looks like he wasn't the only one who'd lost control.
The flames froze Jude's heart; his face turning to stone again; his fists furling. He knew what he wanted to say. He knew what he wanted to do. Anger was one hell of an feeling. And knowing what it'd driven him to do before, Jude was forced to push it all back, and bury it in a box at the back of his mind.
Not because he wanted to. Because he had to.
"Will, I can't talk to y'all about this anymore," he said slowly, turning away. "Thanks for the advice about the pills, at any rate."

[Will Wright]

"Good and you're welcome," Will spat.
The flames died away and left nothing but smoke. Nurse Gornray came storming out of her office, fury spread across her face.
"What the hell is going on out here?" she shouted.
"It's fine Nurse Gornray, Jude was just about to leave," Will answered her even though she felt like Jude should say something but she didn't want to anger him any further.
"It's my fault,"
"Well, Miss Wright, when Mr. Dorrian leaves us, I'll be having a word with you,"
"Yes, Miss," Will frowned inwardly. She was finally doing something right...hopefully. Guilt loaded her voice.